Title: Whether we fall by ambition, blood, or lust, like diamonds we are cut with our own dust. TBD Date: September 2006 (PArt 1)-DONE

Thread Title: Whether we fall by ambition, blood, or lust, like diamonds we are cut with our own dust.

I breathed a sigh of relief. Thank god he was gone. I waited a few seconds making sure he was out of ear shot (or so I thought) before creeping towards the window. I struggled at getting it unlocked but I managed to. I swung my leg over and then the next one as I eased myself off the ledge jumping down to the balcony below.

Grinning happily I started to walk towards the door of the room I was currently in. It appeared to be some weird living room. I shrugged glancing around me curiously but still wanting to get away. As I opened the door, exiting the room, I came to a long hallway. I looked to the left and then to the right not knowing which way was safe.

I bit my lip and turned to my right figuring I might as well try something. A sound of fast footsteps was heard as my head whipped around. OH SHIT! My heart almost stopped as I saw Felix coming after me (he was decently far) but he was speed walking...practically running. I gulped nervously and bolted running as fast as I could in front of me. His pace quickened and he was grabbing me in a matter of seconds. He flung me to the ground making me scream out in pain.

He leaned over me his breathing running down my back. I slowly started to back up -not liking how close my face was to his -till I hit a wall smacking my head hard. I winced in pain as I slowly raised my eyes to look as his. Silently begging him not to hurt me....I was too young to die.

My breathing started to go all weird again as he leaned in his face inches away from mine. I flushed still wondering why I was blushing but I was.

He smirked his mouth grazing along my neck making me shiver. I flinched as his cold lips touched my skin again. I bit my lip nervous drawing blood. His entire body stiffed as I looked at him really freaked out. Oh great. He grabbed my wrist tightly as he shoved me against the wall even harder than Alec had earlier. All his body weight being shoved into him. He seemed to be struggling with himself for a few seconds as he brought my hand closer to his lips. I tried screaming but I was to scared to let out a noise so it came out as a whimper.

His eyes had a weird hungry look in them making the pitch blackness of them even more freaky than before. His teeth grazed my wrist before sinking into my vein in my hand making me scream and try to pull away. Pain rushed through me like a train colliding into my chest. I could barely breath as my heart rate accelerated to maximum.

"FELIX NO!!!" I yelled, running into him. I tackled him to the floor, holding his arms tightly. "YOU FOOL!" I hissed, glaring down at him. I cut his senses off and stood, nose flaring. That IDIOT! I turned to Larissa, eyes still ablaze and looked down at her wrist. There was an oval of red slowly seeping from the puncture marks.

"Get...to your room...now." I hissed, fighting with myself. "NOW DAMNIT!" It took all myself control not to lunge at her, but I had to remember. Aro had a plan. She would be a vampire. "Clear up your- get washed and cover it with something." I couldn't bear to say the word. I turned away from the direction she was running in and clenched my hands to fists. How could he be so stupid???? The man was DEAD!

I started to run not knowing why or where I would be going but I just needed to get away. The pain in my wrist was blinding me, making me stumble. My arm felt like it was on fire. I collapsed to the floor a hallway away from where Alec and Felix were as I screamed in paining wishing it would just stop. What was wrong with me. Tears swarmed to my eyes as I grit my teeth trying to hold back the screams but so far it wasn't working. I started to writhe on the floor as the 'poison' flowed through my veins seeming now to be in more places than just my hand.

I heard her screams clearly, ringing in my ears down the hall. I uncut Felix's senses and picked him up, hand clasped tightly around his throat. "You are finished." I hissed violently. "If I don't destroy you first, Aro will." My eyes flashed and I smashed his head back into the wall, creating a large crack in his cheek.

Felix jumped back up growling angrily as he ran after Alec fling him across the hallway and watching him hit the wall with a sickening crack. He smirked demonically before running towards the scent of the blood. It was making him go wild. He couldn't have it yet it was danging right in front of him...tormenting him like some sick mental game.

As he approached Larissa she got up stumbling as she glanced at him with wide-eyed fear. Starting to ran away from him...tripping as she went, still clutching her wrist, he jumped in front of her. He eyed her hungry as he flung her back unto the ground making her scream out in pain, louder than before. "Behave..." He growled angrily grabbing a fist full of her hair to make her stop writhing and thrashing in pain. Just as he was about to sink his teeth back into her veins he slumped to the floor falling half on top of her.

I growled as I hit the wall, and flashed back to my feet, cutting Felix's senses. He was down the hall by then, bent over Larissa. I dragged him up, and kicked him to the side. Oh hell...her blood. The scent was airing around me, filling my mind with her sent....filling it with desire. I turned my red eyes on her, trying to control myself. It was proving difficult, but with immense control I turned away. "I don't fucking care of your pain. Get up." I needed her to go. NOW. Before someone else came strolling down the hall and saw the half bleeding human. "Lock yourself in your room and open the window for Gods sake."

Without being able to stand it any longer and lifted Felix and ran- straight to Aro.

I gasped in pain as I looked up at him nodding weakly. I started to drag myself towards the room my eyes closing in pain as each step well slide felt more painful than before. It felt like a thousand needles stabbing me repeatedly. After what seemed like agonizing hours I finally reached my room. I lay on the floor, gasping for breath not able to move now. I let out another shriek as I writhed on the floor blood seeping into the carpet from my wrist and leg. I just wanted it to stop. My vision was starting to go out of focus now...